Sunday 31 July 2011

Optimistic.



















So today is all about trying to be optimistic....or maybe that's not just today but from now on in life in general.

Ive come to the realisation that this move is going to happen.

Its not something i would have chosen for myself but for some reason i think its the path my life is meant to take.

Otherwise an alternate option would have presented itself...but alas it hasn't.

So now its time to start thinking about a new place to live, furniture, actually moving and my new home of Toowoomba.

I'm trying to keep my eyes on the positives of this move - career progression, independence, more time to exercise as there will be less socialising during the week, new opportunities to meet people, a pay rise, and all that only two hours from the beach, my friends and family....whoops got a little distracted back to being optimistic!

Its funny though cause lately i have been wondering why things certain things weren't working out for me especially in a romantic sense....so many of my wonderful friends have found amazing guys to spend their lives with while i seem to have fleeting glimpses of hope...now i realise its just not on the cards for me at the moment. Life for me at the moment is about setting myself up with a fantastic career and i guess working on myself to be the happiest healthiest person i can be.

So here's to that being happy and healthy no matter where your life may take you....after all this is only the beginning of a new adventure xxx

Monday 25 July 2011

Stay beautiful.











Picked up my second course of antibiotics yesterday...damn it.

I think when I'm all better I'm going to try and appreciate that feeling a bit more...no tired muscles, no sore throat and dry cough.

I think I'm also going to start concentrating on me a little bit more again too.

I have a habit of sidelining myself when someone new comes into my life whether they be a friend or more.

Ive done this a couple of times lately and the outcome has been the same both times...you get let down by them and lose yourself a little.

Time to put me first again and be the healthiest and happiest person i can be....xxx